Want to know who I am? Yeah, sometimes so do I
Want to know who I am? Yeah, sometimes so do I. I’d like to think that I’m more than just who I am, that my life has meaning and that I’m meant to make a difference in someone’s life. Maybe I am maybe I’m not. For right now all I know is I have school, a new job, and a girl. A girl who loves me more than anything, and still wants to be with me even after I lie or cheat. It’s not that I want to, it’s not that I don’t love her; I do love her. It’s just that I feel the need, the urge to be with others when all I want is her. All in all, I’m kind of messed up. But she loves me, and that’s all that matters. I’m tired of the planning, the organizing, I’ve submitted to the randomness. So I have a week until my new job starts but I hate sitting at home doing nothing, so I found mturk and started doing some random HITs, it occupies my mind enough to keep me from scratching at the walls. I just wish some people payed out faster. It’s great watching my Total Earned raise when i open a new HIT. Kind of making me think about all the pennies and nickles i let slip away. I’m finally learning that all really adds up. If anything other than gaining a few bucks here and there I think I’m learning a bit more responsibility.
